1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.BZ 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.BZ 3 00:00:16,637 --> 00:00:17,889 I'm trying. Mm-hmm. 4 00:00:17,890 --> 00:00:19,931 - Your treatment's going well? - Yes. 5 00:00:19,932 --> 00:00:22,061 Do you have any concerns or anything we can do for you? 6 00:00:22,062 --> 00:00:23,518 - I do not. - All right. 7 00:00:23,519 --> 00:00:25,272 Well, just keep up the good work, Clint. 8 00:00:25,273 --> 00:00:27,647 I'm really proud of you. You've really taken to this. 9 00:00:27,648 --> 00:00:29,232 Keep going, keep doing what you're doing, 10 00:00:29,233 --> 00:00:30,694 and it's only gonna get better, okay? 11 00:00:30,695 --> 00:00:32,696 - Thank you, sir. - All right. 12 00:00:32,697 --> 00:00:34,281 - Good job. - Thanks. 13 00:00:34,282 --> 00:00:36,116 Cody C. 14 00:00:43,123 --> 00:00:44,539 Hat, Cody. 15 00:00:44,540 --> 00:00:46,541 - Hi-- Hi, Your Honor. Oh. - Hat. Hat. 16 00:00:46,542 --> 00:00:49,838 - Oh! Oh. - I-I didn't catch you. 17 00:00:50,631 --> 00:00:52,299 You can put it there. That's fine. 18 00:00:52,300 --> 00:00:53,925 - How you doing? - I'm doing great. 19 00:00:53,926 --> 00:00:55,759 That's good. How was your weekend? 20 00:00:55,760 --> 00:00:57,220 Uh, it was-- it was nice. 21 00:00:57,221 --> 00:00:59,807 I went to my aunt's house and everything 22 00:00:59,808 --> 00:01:01,224 and had family dinner. 23 00:01:01,225 --> 00:01:03,891 Finally, um-- I don't know-- 24 00:01:03,892 --> 00:01:06,521 got back into my dad's side of the family. 25 00:01:06,522 --> 00:01:09,148 I kind of left there for a while because of, you know, 26 00:01:09,149 --> 00:01:11,442 living-- living on drugs and everything, 27 00:01:11,443 --> 00:01:13,568 so I haven't been around them in a long time. 28 00:01:13,569 --> 00:01:17,156 But they were really excited to see me. 29 00:01:17,157 --> 00:01:20,199 They're most people I took from-- like, not literally. 30 00:01:20,200 --> 00:01:22,493 But, like, when I went to jail, they'd bond me out 31 00:01:22,494 --> 00:01:23,995 until they found out I was on drugs. 32 00:01:23,996 --> 00:01:25,913 Then they'd just put money on my books. 33 00:01:25,914 --> 00:01:29,500 But they fixed my car for me. They got insurance for me. 34 00:01:29,501 --> 00:01:31,338 'Cause I drove here myself today. 35 00:01:31,339 --> 00:01:33,504 Oh, you are driving! 36 00:01:33,505 --> 00:01:35,134 That's awesome! 37 00:01:37,886 --> 00:01:39,554 Yeah. It felt good. 38 00:01:39,555 --> 00:01:41,556 That's why my hair's all frizzy, 'cause, you know, 39 00:01:41,557 --> 00:01:43,514 windows down, country roads. 40 00:01:43,515 --> 00:01:48,063 I got to spend Saturday and Sunday with my family. 41 00:01:48,064 --> 00:01:50,605 I got to see my kids, and they were really excited. 42 00:01:50,606 --> 00:01:53,152 So I did, like, a little treasure hunt for my kids 43 00:01:53,153 --> 00:01:54,862 for them to find their Easter baskets. 44 00:01:54,863 --> 00:01:56,864 I made them follow the eggs. 45 00:01:56,865 --> 00:02:00,701 My son loved it, though. It was awesome. So... 46 00:02:02,286 --> 00:02:04,912 - How you doing, Cody? - Hey. Good. Thanks. 47 00:02:04,913 --> 00:02:06,165 That's good. 48 00:02:06,166 --> 00:02:07,955 So, today is Cody's first day, 49 00:02:07,956 --> 00:02:10,918 so let's all make sure that we give him a nice, warm welcome. 50 00:02:15,756 --> 00:02:17,965 Cody, you're standing 51 00:02:17,966 --> 00:02:20,135 where a lot of other people have stood before you. 52 00:02:20,136 --> 00:02:22,762 You're not the first person, obviously, to be in this spot. 53 00:02:22,763 --> 00:02:24,263 So we welcome you here 54 00:02:24,264 --> 00:02:26,851 and look forward to working with you. 55 00:02:27,643 --> 00:02:29,020 So the basic rules 56 00:02:29,021 --> 00:02:31,190 are to abstain from drugs and alcohol, 57 00:02:31,191 --> 00:02:33,108 attend the court sessions and appointments, 58 00:02:33,109 --> 00:02:35,234 and to submit to your drug and alcohol testing, 59 00:02:35,235 --> 00:02:38,069 which you'll call in for every day. 60 00:02:38,070 --> 00:02:40,908 You follow the rules, or we'll intervene. 61 00:02:40,909 --> 00:02:43,118 We treat everyone on a case-by-case basis. 62 00:02:43,119 --> 00:02:44,659 There's no rubric, 63 00:02:44,660 --> 00:02:46,706 but back to jail is always an option. 64 00:02:46,707 --> 00:02:49,332 And I really don't want that for you, but sometimes 65 00:02:49,333 --> 00:02:51,959 that's the only option we have when things go south. 66 00:02:51,960 --> 00:02:53,084 That make sense? 67 00:02:53,085 --> 00:02:54,585 Yes, sir. 68 00:02:54,586 --> 00:02:56,131 Okay. 69 00:02:56,132 --> 00:02:59,342 Um, I'm going to give you a calendar. 70 00:02:59,343 --> 00:03:02,930 Um, and with this calendar, what you're gonna do 71 00:03:02,931 --> 00:03:06,305 is document your sober support meetings. 72 00:03:06,306 --> 00:03:08,768 And you need to bring that to court with you 73 00:03:08,769 --> 00:03:10,978 every single time you come to court. 74 00:03:10,979 --> 00:03:15,566 This program is 18 months approximately, 75 00:03:15,567 --> 00:03:17,608 and there are three phases 76 00:03:17,609 --> 00:03:20,320 that you'll be progressing through. 77 00:03:21,950 --> 00:03:23,158 - Okay. - All right. 78 00:03:23,159 --> 00:03:25,160 So we'll see you tomorrow, 1:00. 79 00:03:25,161 --> 00:03:26,701 - Do I take that? - Yes. That's yours. 80 00:03:26,702 --> 00:03:28,828 Yeah. You can put that with your gear. 81 00:03:28,829 --> 00:03:30,665 - All right. - All right. 82 00:04:21,133 --> 00:04:22,966 ♪ Get lost ♪ 83 00:04:22,967 --> 00:04:25,176 ♪ I get lost in your eyes when you stare in mine ♪ 84 00:04:25,177 --> 00:04:28,139 ♪ I get lost in the streets when I'm drunk at night ♪ 85 00:04:28,140 --> 00:04:30,765 ♪ Werewolf outside, but he don't bite ♪ 86 00:04:30,766 --> 00:04:34,521 ♪ I get lost with the voices in my mind ♪ 87 00:04:34,522 --> 00:04:36,479 ♪ But I've been here before ♪ 88 00:04:36,480 --> 00:04:40,359 ♪ New life shinin' through a crack in the door, yeah ♪ 89 00:04:40,360 --> 00:04:42,109 ♪ Yeah, I been here before ♪ 90 00:04:42,110 --> 00:04:45,865 ♪ Seen it in a dream, woke up on the floor ♪ 91 00:04:45,866 --> 00:04:47,867 ♪ So why you hatin' on K? ♪ 92 00:04:47,868 --> 00:04:51,078 ♪ Same people hatin' gon' be stuck in their place, oh ♪ 93 00:04:51,079 --> 00:04:53,788 ♪ Oh, and I'm still stuck in my ways ♪ 94 00:04:53,789 --> 00:04:56,375 ♪ Waiting for a bullet to get stuck in my face ♪ 95 00:04:56,376 --> 00:04:57,708 ♪ Get away from me ♪ 96 00:04:57,709 --> 00:04:59,254 ♪ Feel the hate for me ♪ 97 00:04:59,255 --> 00:05:00,671 ♪ Get away from me ♪ 98 00:05:00,672 --> 00:05:02,173 ♪ Feel the hate for me ♪ 99 00:05:02,174 --> 00:05:03,590 ♪ Get away from me ♪ 100 00:05:03,591 --> 00:05:05,052 ♪ Feel the hate for me ♪ 101 00:05:05,053 --> 00:05:06,301 ♪ Get away from me ♪ 102 00:05:06,302 --> 00:05:07,678 ♪ Feel the hate for me ♪ 103 00:05:07,679 --> 00:05:09,220 ♪ So get lost ♪ 104 00:05:09,221 --> 00:05:10,221 ♪ Get lost ♪ 105 00:07:42,374 --> 00:07:44,212 All rise. 106 00:07:50,050 --> 00:07:51,883 You may be seated. 107 00:07:55,095 --> 00:07:57,097 Then let's get started. 108 00:07:57,517 --> 00:07:58,849 It's good to see you, Robert. 109 00:07:58,850 --> 00:08:00,475 I'm glad to be here. 110 00:08:00,476 --> 00:08:02,353 How's his book look? Does he have meetings? 111 00:08:02,354 --> 00:08:05,356 - He's got four online... - Okay. 112 00:08:05,357 --> 00:08:06,981 ...um, because we know 113 00:08:06,982 --> 00:08:09,316 he doesn't really have transportation at his mom's. 114 00:08:09,317 --> 00:08:11,402 - Right. - Well, and, see, Greenville, 115 00:08:11,403 --> 00:08:12,987 their transit, 116 00:08:12,988 --> 00:08:15,450 they've done away with out of town picking people up. 117 00:08:15,451 --> 00:08:17,576 So that kind of made it even more hard now. 118 00:08:17,577 --> 00:08:20,371 Okay. Seems like that's happening everywhere. 119 00:08:20,372 --> 00:08:21,912 How's her book look, Mrs. Deao? 120 00:08:21,913 --> 00:08:23,958 Twenty-three meetings and I'm still counting. 121 00:08:23,959 --> 00:08:25,460 Oh, my goodness. 122 00:08:29,629 --> 00:08:33,968 Twenty-six. Twenty-seven. Twenty-eight. 123 00:08:33,969 --> 00:08:35,926 And I got another little piece of paper. 124 00:08:35,927 --> 00:08:37,596 Twenty-nine. 125 00:08:37,597 --> 00:08:41,724 Um, I think I got-- uh, I got to pay something. 126 00:08:41,725 --> 00:08:44,311 I think you do still owe some fines. 127 00:08:44,312 --> 00:08:46,145 - Does he have fines? - Yes, sir, he does. 128 00:08:46,146 --> 00:08:48,275 I think like 350 or something, maybe, is left. 129 00:08:48,276 --> 00:08:51,025 Yeah, I was wondering if I-- Could I just pay it next week? 130 00:08:51,026 --> 00:08:52,820 That's up to the judge. 131 00:08:53,361 --> 00:08:55,154 Um, yeah. You can-- You can pay it next week. 132 00:08:55,155 --> 00:08:57,908 You're working now, so are you able to put in 133 00:08:57,909 --> 00:08:59,786 a little bit on a weekly basis? 134 00:08:59,787 --> 00:09:01,204 - Yeah. Yeah. - All right. 135 00:09:01,205 --> 00:09:02,869 Well, let me see at least you put-- 136 00:09:02,870 --> 00:09:04,915 you know, show me some good-faith effort next week 137 00:09:04,916 --> 00:09:07,294 and have at least something paid on it by next week, okay? 138 00:09:07,295 --> 00:09:08,751 - Yes, sir. - All right. 139 00:09:08,752 --> 00:09:10,297 Anything else that we can do for you? 140 00:09:10,298 --> 00:09:12,006 Any concerns or anything like that? 141 00:09:12,007 --> 00:09:13,756 - No. No, sir. - All right. 142 00:09:13,757 --> 00:09:15,719 Just a fan of that tie. Thanks, Jack. 143 00:09:16,884 --> 00:09:18,137 How's your job going? 144 00:09:18,138 --> 00:09:19,806 It's going really well. 145 00:09:19,807 --> 00:09:22,933 - Uh-huh. - Um, I'm adapting to it well. 146 00:09:22,934 --> 00:09:25,728 I'm training on the front-end loader. 147 00:09:25,729 --> 00:09:27,814 - All right. - Actually, I've trained on it. 148 00:09:27,815 --> 00:09:31,025 I'm running it by myself and doing great. 149 00:09:31,026 --> 00:09:32,527 - That's exciting. - Yeah. 150 00:09:32,528 --> 00:09:34,901 It gives me, um-- It really has-- 151 00:09:34,902 --> 00:09:37,240 It's helped my self-esteem. 152 00:09:37,241 --> 00:09:40,576 Right. Gives you a feeling of, uh... 153 00:09:41,577 --> 00:09:43,911 - I can do anything. - Right! Uh-huh. 154 00:09:45,289 --> 00:09:47,291 Cody Parsons. 155 00:10:00,848 --> 00:10:02,681 Cody, how you doing today? 156 00:10:02,682 --> 00:10:04,683 - Good. - That's good. 157 00:10:04,684 --> 00:10:07,770 I understand that there is a bit of a living situation 158 00:10:07,771 --> 00:10:10,813 that you have that needs to be addressed. 159 00:10:10,814 --> 00:10:12,359 - Mrs. Deao. - Yes, Your Honor. 160 00:10:12,360 --> 00:10:15,234 As you well know, the men's shelter 161 00:10:15,235 --> 00:10:17,780 and the homeless shelter are both full right now. 162 00:10:17,781 --> 00:10:19,575 - Okay. - He's in his car. 163 00:10:19,907 --> 00:10:22,325 You know, that's a little too tenuous 164 00:10:22,326 --> 00:10:24,243 for us to be satisfied with. 165 00:10:24,244 --> 00:10:26,453 So we're gonna be looking into alternatives. 166 00:10:26,454 --> 00:10:28,455 Hopefully, something will come open 167 00:10:28,456 --> 00:10:30,457 in one of the shelters here soon, 168 00:10:30,458 --> 00:10:32,295 and Mrs. Deao and the treatment team 169 00:10:32,296 --> 00:10:34,173 will talk to you about that, try to get you 170 00:10:34,174 --> 00:10:36,923 in a more stable housing situation, okay? 171 00:10:36,924 --> 00:10:38,509 Yes, sir. 172 00:10:38,510 --> 00:10:42,012 I also understand that you have some kinship 173 00:10:42,013 --> 00:10:43,222 with one Jack Parsons. 174 00:10:43,223 --> 00:10:44,892 - Is that correct? - C.P.! 175 00:10:45,725 --> 00:10:47,350 Yeah. That's my brother back there. 176 00:10:47,351 --> 00:10:49,059 All right. 177 00:10:49,060 --> 00:10:50,897 Well, Jack is-- He's been up and down in here. 178 00:10:50,898 --> 00:10:52,899 He does have a heart of gold, but, you know, 179 00:10:52,900 --> 00:10:56,775 he's not too far removed from a positive drug screen. 180 00:10:56,776 --> 00:10:58,698 It's only about a week. 181 00:10:59,363 --> 00:11:01,200 But Mrs. Deao did tell me that you were raised 182 00:11:01,201 --> 00:11:02,909 as foster brothers. 183 00:11:02,910 --> 00:11:05,784 So I hope that having both of you in here together 184 00:11:05,785 --> 00:11:07,995 will have a positive impact. 185 00:11:33,273 --> 00:11:35,606 You j-- You just get out? 186 00:11:35,607 --> 00:11:38,362 Uh, a couple days ago. Yeah. 187 00:11:39,363 --> 00:11:40,364 Yeah. 188 00:11:44,199 --> 00:11:46,033 You look good, man. 189 00:11:47,495 --> 00:11:48,703 You too. 190 00:11:48,704 --> 00:11:50,830 Free as a bird now. 191 00:11:53,040 --> 00:11:54,917 Yeah. Something like that. 192 00:11:57,505 --> 00:11:59,798 ♪ We can't hear a word you saying ♪ 193 00:11:59,799 --> 00:12:01,548 ♪ We don't know your name, can't hang with the gang ♪ 194 00:12:01,549 --> 00:12:03,762 ♪ Crowd jumpin' when the bass get bangin' ♪ 195 00:12:03,763 --> 00:12:05,764 ♪ All I need is dope, so I got to get paid ♪ 196 00:12:05,765 --> 00:12:07,430 ♪ Never see me on the stage unless the money is arranged ♪ 197 00:12:07,431 --> 00:12:11,101 ♪ My hair's 1080, my teeth 240 ♪ 198 00:12:11,102 --> 00:12:12,727 ♪ My blunts 4K ♪ 199 00:12:12,728 --> 00:12:15,314 ♪ And my dope, you couldn't load it ♪ 200 00:12:15,315 --> 00:12:18,941 ♪ If they ain't calling with a price, we don't answer that ♪ 201 00:12:18,942 --> 00:12:22,781 ♪ Tryin' to fuck around, bitch, we gon' handle that ♪ 202 00:12:22,782 --> 00:12:24,447 - Whoa. - ♪ If they ain't calling ♪ 203 00:12:24,448 --> 00:12:26,909 ♪ With a price, we don't answer that ♪ 204 00:12:49,140 --> 00:12:52,351 Each crate of pallets, we need a bunch of 26-inchers, 205 00:12:52,352 --> 00:12:53,728 a bunch of 40s, right? 206 00:12:53,729 --> 00:12:55,686 So what I do-- See that block there? 207 00:12:55,687 --> 00:12:59,025 Take this. Come out. Gets you a 26. 208 00:12:59,026 --> 00:13:02,068 Bring your block to the 26. Line it up. 209 00:13:02,069 --> 00:13:05,031 You can do 40, but we're gonna start with 26s, all right? 210 00:13:05,032 --> 00:13:07,326 All right? Twenty-six. 211 00:13:07,327 --> 00:13:08,907 Bunch of two-by-fours over here, right? 212 00:13:08,908 --> 00:13:12,247 So grab that. Come back over here. 213 00:13:13,833 --> 00:13:15,998 Slide your two-by-four all the way down. 214 00:13:15,999 --> 00:13:18,545 Twenty-six inches. 215 00:13:18,546 --> 00:13:20,379 Get it right each time. Take your hand. 216 00:13:20,380 --> 00:13:23,089 This side of the blade. Bunch of good pressure, right? 217 00:13:23,090 --> 00:13:24,799 You got to flick that. 218 00:13:24,800 --> 00:13:26,801 If you don't flick that, it's not gonna go down. 219 00:13:26,802 --> 00:13:28,928 Come down. 220 00:13:30,221 --> 00:13:31,722 Simple as that. 221 00:13:31,723 --> 00:13:33,725 Go for it. 222 00:13:38,814 --> 00:13:40,647 Yeah. Pressure. Bunch of pressure. 223 00:13:43,651 --> 00:13:45,072 Fuckin' amazing. 224 00:13:48,115 --> 00:13:51,742 Throw your scrap pieces... in the scrap bin. 225 00:13:51,743 --> 00:13:54,288 You pile up all your cut pieces here, right? 226 00:13:54,289 --> 00:13:56,415 Pretty sure someone will come around and grab them 227 00:13:56,416 --> 00:13:58,164 once you've got a bunch piled up, right? 228 00:13:58,165 --> 00:13:59,879 - Fuck you, man. - What? 229 00:14:00,836 --> 00:14:02,629 It's just like a bunch of this, a bunch of that. 230 00:14:02,630 --> 00:14:04,592 It's a lot of bunches. 231 00:14:05,172 --> 00:14:07,466 You want a fuckin' job or not? 232 00:14:07,467 --> 00:14:09,175 I appreciate it. 233 00:14:09,176 --> 00:14:10,929 Now, if you need me, don't. 234 00:14:10,930 --> 00:14:13,849 But if you do, I'll be over there on the forklift. 235 00:14:16,976 --> 00:14:19,899 Come on, gentlemen. 236 00:14:27,695 --> 00:14:30,910 Sammy! How are we? 237 00:14:50,345 --> 00:14:52,178 I will fucking... 238 00:14:52,179 --> 00:14:54,473 I'll fuckin' put your ass on the gravel. 239 00:14:54,474 --> 00:14:56,182 Shit! 240 00:14:56,183 --> 00:14:58,184 Shit! Aah! 241 00:14:58,185 --> 00:15:00,895 That's a tap. That's a tap. That's a tap. 242 00:15:07,318 --> 00:15:08,528 Yo. 243 00:15:09,657 --> 00:15:11,282 Yo. 244 00:15:49,777 --> 00:15:51,990 Everything just comes to you? You just bring it? 245 00:15:51,991 --> 00:15:54,494 Hell, yeah. 246 00:16:02,834 --> 00:16:04,668 What's your name? 247 00:16:06,005 --> 00:16:07,337 Uh, Cody. 248 00:16:07,338 --> 00:16:10,966 Cody, I'm Anna. Nice to meet you. 249 00:16:13,136 --> 00:16:14,721 Um, you got another one of those? 250 00:16:14,722 --> 00:16:16,223 Mm-hmm. 251 00:16:20,728 --> 00:16:22,977 It's full service. 252 00:16:22,978 --> 00:16:24,564 Watch this. 253 00:16:42,165 --> 00:16:43,959 You from around here? 254 00:16:45,044 --> 00:16:46,710 Uh, born and raised. 255 00:16:48,171 --> 00:16:50,714 You grow up on a farm or something? 256 00:16:51,258 --> 00:16:52,800 No. 257 00:16:53,508 --> 00:16:55,053 I wish. 258 00:17:00,267 --> 00:17:03,895 I'm from Dayton, but my dad, he grew up around here. 259 00:17:05,228 --> 00:17:08,274 He actually was friends with a guy who lost both his arms 260 00:17:08,275 --> 00:17:10,317 in a farming accident. 261 00:17:11,318 --> 00:17:13,820 And then he-- The guy just, like, 262 00:17:13,821 --> 00:17:16,491 learned to do everything with his feet. 263 00:17:20,203 --> 00:17:22,997 He could, like, read. 264 00:17:22,998 --> 00:17:25,624 He could c-- He could play the guitar. 265 00:17:25,625 --> 00:17:27,165 That's pretty good. Yeah. 266 00:17:27,166 --> 00:17:28,919 He, um, he even, like-- 267 00:17:28,920 --> 00:17:31,591 He got his driver's license and everything. 268 00:17:33,673 --> 00:17:35,341 You never seen him? We've seen him-- 269 00:17:35,342 --> 00:17:38,012 Sometimes he's going down 70 driving a horse trailer. 270 00:17:38,013 --> 00:17:41,555 He's got both his feet on the wheel, relaxed. 271 00:17:41,556 --> 00:17:44,390 You just get used to it after a while, I guess. 272 00:17:45,685 --> 00:17:47,771 That's crazy. 273 00:17:48,563 --> 00:17:50,189 Cool guy. 274 00:17:55,278 --> 00:17:57,196 Who do you know here? 275 00:18:00,575 --> 00:18:02,201 Um... 276 00:18:03,162 --> 00:18:06,041 You see the guy over there making out with that girl? 277 00:18:08,291 --> 00:18:10,460 Um, that's my brother. 278 00:18:12,964 --> 00:18:14,634 How about you? 279 00:18:18,718 --> 00:18:20,679 See that girl over there, 280 00:18:20,680 --> 00:18:23,390 the one that's making out with your brother? 281 00:18:25,016 --> 00:18:27,101 That's my friend Kim. 282 00:18:31,606 --> 00:18:33,941 Sorry about that. 283 00:18:44,243 --> 00:18:45,745 Yeah. 284 00:18:46,453 --> 00:18:47,790 - See ya. - Okay. 285 00:18:47,791 --> 00:18:49,040 See ya. 286 00:19:20,155 --> 00:19:23,034 Please enter your digital access code. 287 00:19:35,170 --> 00:19:37,547 Your test is scheduled for today, 288 00:19:37,548 --> 00:19:40,800 April 11th, at 11:35 a.m. 289 00:20:19,634 --> 00:20:22,845 Hey. Good morning. Familiar with these? 290 00:20:22,846 --> 00:20:24,138 Uh, yeah. 291 00:20:24,139 --> 00:20:25,848 Bathroom's at the end of the hall. 292 00:20:25,849 --> 00:20:27,767 It'll be right behind you. 293 00:20:59,843 --> 00:21:01,299 Jack. 294 00:21:01,300 --> 00:21:02,801 Yeah. 295 00:21:02,802 --> 00:21:04,678 Yo! 296 00:21:04,679 --> 00:21:07,473 None of the long ones. Just the short ones. 297 00:21:07,474 --> 00:21:09,643 - The halves? - Yeah, the halves. 298 00:21:09,644 --> 00:21:11,939 Pile these up. Not these. 299 00:21:13,941 --> 00:21:15,314 Fuck. 300 00:21:48,391 --> 00:21:51,477 Tia. I see Tia there. Tia, how you doing? 301 00:21:51,478 --> 00:21:53,143 Hi. I'm doing good. 302 00:21:53,144 --> 00:21:56,022 I started my first day at I.P. today. 303 00:21:56,023 --> 00:21:59,025 - Awesome. - Mm-hmm. Good job, girl. 304 00:21:59,026 --> 00:22:02,360 And, um, some treatment place, like, 305 00:22:02,361 --> 00:22:04,614 doing some volunteer work to get my foot in the door 306 00:22:04,615 --> 00:22:08,618 'cause I'm wanting to go back to school and get my CDCA. 307 00:22:08,619 --> 00:22:10,036 Mm! 308 00:22:10,037 --> 00:22:11,537 If you keep doing what you're doing, 309 00:22:11,538 --> 00:22:13,579 we will help you do that, okay? 310 00:22:13,580 --> 00:22:15,001 Thank you. I appreciate that. 311 00:22:15,002 --> 00:22:16,794 You got to be in compliance, though. 312 00:22:16,795 --> 00:22:19,129 You have to follow the program, and if you do that-- 313 00:22:19,130 --> 00:22:20,963 We've helped people do that before. 314 00:22:20,964 --> 00:22:23,301 We'd be happy to help you do it too. 315 00:22:23,302 --> 00:22:26,092 Let us know if there's anything else you need, okay? 316 00:22:26,093 --> 00:22:28,139 Jack, come on up. 317 00:22:33,852 --> 00:22:35,729 - Jack. - Mm. 318 00:22:35,730 --> 00:22:39,606 Jim says that you failed a drug screen for alcohol. 319 00:22:40,984 --> 00:22:42,528 Is that right, Jim? 320 00:22:42,529 --> 00:22:44,447 That's right, Your Honor. 321 00:22:45,072 --> 00:22:46,696 What happened? 322 00:22:46,697 --> 00:22:49,408 I-I mean, it was just a couple beers. 323 00:22:50,161 --> 00:22:51,618 - Right. - Yeah. 324 00:22:52,411 --> 00:22:54,788 Yeah. I didn't really feel anything or... 325 00:22:54,789 --> 00:22:56,542 It didn't cause any problems, so... 326 00:22:56,543 --> 00:22:58,500 - Yet. - Huh? 327 00:22:58,501 --> 00:23:01,379 Yet. It hasn't caused any problems yet. 328 00:23:01,380 --> 00:23:03,923 Yeah. But if I, um... 329 00:23:05,008 --> 00:23:06,677 I don't see how. 330 00:23:08,847 --> 00:23:11,181 We have rules for a reason in this program, 331 00:23:11,182 --> 00:23:13,724 and you have to comply with them. 332 00:23:15,562 --> 00:23:17,727 Just because there isn't anything that's happened yet 333 00:23:17,728 --> 00:23:22,648 doesn't mean that you're in compliance, so... 334 00:23:22,649 --> 00:23:24,279 Mm-hmm. 335 00:23:28,531 --> 00:23:29,948 Do you need anything? 336 00:23:29,949 --> 00:23:31,657 Is there anything we can do to help you? 337 00:23:31,658 --> 00:23:32,826 - No. - Are you sure? 338 00:23:32,827 --> 00:23:34,452 - Yeah, I'm sure. - Okay. 339 00:23:34,453 --> 00:23:36,454 Did you bring in payment for the fines, 340 00:23:36,455 --> 00:23:38,457 like we talked about last week? 341 00:23:39,794 --> 00:23:41,420 - No. - Don't have that either. 342 00:23:42,129 --> 00:23:43,422 Why not? 343 00:23:45,592 --> 00:23:48,258 I-I don't got money for it, so... 344 00:23:48,259 --> 00:23:49,968 Right. 345 00:23:49,969 --> 00:23:51,929 If you don't have anything more to say about that, 346 00:23:51,930 --> 00:23:55,350 Mrs. Deao will schedule a hearing on the fines. 347 00:23:56,019 --> 00:23:58,604 And you know the drill. 348 00:23:58,605 --> 00:23:59,938 You're dismissed. 349 00:24:13,868 --> 00:24:15,786 Cody Parsons. 350 00:24:18,665 --> 00:24:21,043 How's his book look, Mrs. Deao? 351 00:24:21,044 --> 00:24:24,210 Uh, Your Honor, he doesn't have his book with him today. 352 00:24:24,211 --> 00:24:26,049 Where's your book, Cody? 353 00:24:26,713 --> 00:24:28,426 Um, it's in my car. 354 00:24:28,427 --> 00:24:31,762 - Is your car here? - Uh, no, sir. 355 00:24:35,266 --> 00:24:37,683 Do you need anything? Is there any concerns? 356 00:24:37,684 --> 00:24:40,147 Is there anything the court can do for you? 357 00:24:42,941 --> 00:24:45,983 Um, no. I'm-- I'm trying. I just-- It's... 358 00:24:45,984 --> 00:24:48,234 When you're in this program, Cody, 359 00:24:48,235 --> 00:24:51,030 you have to comply with the rules. 360 00:24:51,822 --> 00:24:53,699 And if you're not, 361 00:24:53,700 --> 00:24:58,329 then the court has to sanction your behavior. 362 00:24:59,746 --> 00:25:01,624 So what's it gonna be? 363 00:29:01,656 --> 00:29:03,702 Oh, shit. 364 00:29:04,451 --> 00:29:05,827 Shit. 365 00:29:05,828 --> 00:29:08,538 Hey, man, we need to brake. Man, fuck. 366 00:29:08,539 --> 00:29:09,624 Hey. 367 00:29:10,749 --> 00:29:13,752 Hey. Hey. Fuck! We need to brake, man. 368 00:29:14,669 --> 00:29:17,839 Shit. F-- We need to fucking brake, man! 369 00:30:17,440 --> 00:30:18,777 Jack? 370 00:30:46,012 --> 00:30:47,678 Jack. 371 00:33:08,278 --> 00:33:10,781 Wake up, Uncle Monkey. 372 00:33:11,489 --> 00:33:13,908 Wake up. Wake up. 373 00:33:27,297 --> 00:33:28,715 Hey. 374 00:33:46,192 --> 00:33:49,195 Do you want to have breakfast with me? 375 00:34:15,886 --> 00:34:17,887 Sorry if I scared you. 376 00:34:24,603 --> 00:34:26,897 I just needed a place to crash. 377 00:34:35,990 --> 00:34:38,283 I said I'm sorry, Kat. 378 00:34:47,125 --> 00:34:49,126 Okay, let's go get ready. 379 00:34:49,127 --> 00:34:50,296 What? 380 00:34:56,178 --> 00:34:58,220 He's in the kitchen. 381 00:35:03,393 --> 00:35:05,062 - Hey, bud. - No. 382 00:35:05,063 --> 00:35:07,645 - I need you to come with us. - No. No, no, no! No! No! 383 00:35:07,646 --> 00:35:10,275 Come on, bud. You're okay. Come on. You're all right. 384 00:35:10,276 --> 00:35:12,986 I didn't fucking do anything! I didn't do anything! 385 00:35:12,987 --> 00:35:14,696 She's gonna put the cuffs on you. 386 00:35:14,697 --> 00:35:16,405 - Why are you here? - She's gonna search you. 387 00:35:16,406 --> 00:35:17,991 Then we're gonna put you in the car. 388 00:35:17,992 --> 00:35:20,910 - I didn't do anything! - There you go. 389 00:35:20,911 --> 00:35:24,246 Fuck you. I did not do anything. 390 00:35:25,499 --> 00:35:27,500 - The fuck are you here? - Gonna go to the car. 391 00:35:27,501 --> 00:35:29,795 Fuck are you here?! I didn't do anything! 392 00:35:29,796 --> 00:35:31,588 We're just here to help you out, man. Let's go. 393 00:35:31,589 --> 00:35:34,299 Fuck you! I didn't do anything. 394 00:35:34,300 --> 00:35:35,925 - Kat! - Come on, bud. 395 00:35:35,926 --> 00:35:38,220 I didn't do anything. 396 00:36:34,901 --> 00:36:37,403 Turn to your left. 397 00:36:40,823 --> 00:36:43,201 Turn to your left. 398 00:38:11,249 --> 00:38:13,083 How you doing? 399 00:38:14,084 --> 00:38:15,460 You seen Jack? 400 00:38:15,461 --> 00:38:18,419 Well, first I want to talk about you. 401 00:38:18,420 --> 00:38:20,505 Your sister is really concerned about you. 402 00:38:20,506 --> 00:38:22,048 Where's Jack? 403 00:38:23,261 --> 00:38:26,471 The sober living house found Jack passed out this morning 404 00:38:26,472 --> 00:38:27,974 in the hallway. 405 00:38:29,139 --> 00:38:31,768 This is not his first violation, 406 00:38:31,769 --> 00:38:34,519 so we're gonna send him to an intensive treatment center 407 00:38:34,520 --> 00:38:36,353 in Greene County. 408 00:38:36,354 --> 00:38:39,441 They have better tools to work with Jack. 409 00:38:42,488 --> 00:38:44,321 So y'all are just gonna should send him away? 410 00:38:44,322 --> 00:38:46,031 We're not sending him away. 411 00:38:46,032 --> 00:38:48,241 He's not going to jail or prison. 412 00:38:48,242 --> 00:38:50,243 He's going to treatment. 413 00:38:50,244 --> 00:38:52,498 He's going to treatment to get better. 414 00:38:53,331 --> 00:38:55,040 And because he's going to treatment, 415 00:38:55,041 --> 00:38:57,835 it opens up a room at the sober house. 416 00:39:00,298 --> 00:39:02,008 I don't really want that room. 417 00:39:03,301 --> 00:39:04,718 Why not? 418 00:39:05,803 --> 00:39:07,885 'Cause I'm fine in my car. 419 00:39:07,886 --> 00:39:09,678 You're clearly not fine in your car. 420 00:39:09,679 --> 00:39:12,226 Well, you clearly don't know what you're doing with us. 421 00:39:24,238 --> 00:39:26,032 I'm so sorry. 422 00:39:27,781 --> 00:39:30,035 I'm so sorry if you haven't felt supported 423 00:39:30,036 --> 00:39:31,954 or we did something wrong. 424 00:39:33,371 --> 00:39:35,204 You know, but what I am gonna tell you 425 00:39:35,205 --> 00:39:37,414 is that I'm gonna do everything I can 426 00:39:37,415 --> 00:39:40,045 for you and for Jack... 427 00:39:40,046 --> 00:39:42,128 to help you guys get through this. 428 00:39:44,967 --> 00:39:48,385 Let's go get you a Vivitrol shot this afternoon, 429 00:39:48,386 --> 00:39:51,721 and we can figure it out from there what the next step is. 430 00:39:56,894 --> 00:39:58,519 I'll wait for you in the parking lot. 431 00:39:58,520 --> 00:39:59,938 I'll get you booked out. 432 00:41:13,219 --> 00:41:15,053 You'll just feel a little cold. 433 00:41:17,723 --> 00:41:19,685 All right. One, two, three. 434 00:41:24,814 --> 00:41:27,065 All right. Go ahead rub that in. 435 00:41:57,971 --> 00:42:00,141 I'll check in with you later. 436 00:42:00,142 --> 00:42:02,060 - Bye. - Bye. 437 00:42:10,360 --> 00:42:12,525 How ya doin', buddy? 438 00:42:12,526 --> 00:42:14,026 Welcome. 439 00:42:14,027 --> 00:42:16,282 Come on. I'll show you around. 440 00:42:38,596 --> 00:42:40,345 Uh, laundry's in the basement. 441 00:42:40,346 --> 00:42:43,349 If you want me to show you, I can any time you want to. 442 00:42:45,811 --> 00:42:49,147 Man, if you need anything, my door is always open, okay? 443 00:42:50,148 --> 00:42:51,233 All right. 444 00:43:52,626 --> 00:43:53,878 Here we go. 445 00:44:01,387 --> 00:44:02,804 Okay. 446 00:44:03,681 --> 00:44:05,058 Here we go. 447 00:44:18,904 --> 00:44:20,113 Cody. 448 00:44:20,990 --> 00:44:22,991 It's Cody-- Cody, right? 449 00:44:22,992 --> 00:44:24,369 Uh-- Uh, yeah. 450 00:44:24,370 --> 00:44:26,411 - Anna, from... - Oh. 451 00:44:26,412 --> 00:44:27,996 - ...the other night. - Oh, yeah. 452 00:44:27,997 --> 00:44:29,082 Yeah. 453 00:44:32,125 --> 00:44:33,958 Oh. I do-- 454 00:44:33,959 --> 00:44:37,882 I do peer support, uh, over at the women's house. 455 00:44:37,883 --> 00:44:39,884 Oh. Right. 456 00:44:39,885 --> 00:44:42,467 I'm another addict they can talk to when-- 457 00:44:42,468 --> 00:44:44,052 when they need somebody 458 00:44:44,053 --> 00:44:47,556 who's been through the program and everything and... 459 00:44:47,557 --> 00:44:48,893 Yeah. 460 00:44:48,894 --> 00:44:50,975 - That's cool. - Yeah. It's nuts. 461 00:44:50,976 --> 00:44:52,313 People are crazy. 462 00:44:52,314 --> 00:44:54,315 It's hard sometimes, but I love it. 463 00:44:54,316 --> 00:44:57,358 Um, what's going on here? 464 00:44:57,359 --> 00:45:00,485 Uh... I'm moving in here. 465 00:45:00,486 --> 00:45:02,408 They-- They got me a room. 466 00:45:03,409 --> 00:45:05,410 Oh, nice. 467 00:45:05,411 --> 00:45:07,075 Okay. 468 00:45:07,076 --> 00:45:08,538 You and Jack? 469 00:45:09,455 --> 00:45:11,833 Uh, not exactly. 470 00:45:13,166 --> 00:45:14,252 Okay. 471 00:45:16,085 --> 00:45:18,504 Well, you need a hand with anything? 472 00:45:18,964 --> 00:45:20,341 Uh, I-I'm good. 473 00:45:20,342 --> 00:45:21,675 I think I got it. Thanks, though. 474 00:45:23,469 --> 00:45:25,303 Well, it's good to see you. 475 00:45:27,849 --> 00:45:31,393 I'll see-- I'll see you around... neighbor. 476 00:45:32,726 --> 00:45:34,772 - All right. Bye. - Bye. 477 00:47:00,982 --> 00:47:03,068 Hey, Cody. We're heading out, buddy. 478 00:47:12,662 --> 00:47:15,413 Is that why they released you? 479 00:47:15,957 --> 00:47:17,831 I'm not saying it's not why. 480 00:47:21,879 --> 00:47:24,049 It happens, bro. It happens. 481 00:47:26,299 --> 00:47:28,216 Hey, sweetie. How you doing? 482 00:47:28,217 --> 00:47:30,342 - I'm doing good! - Good. You look good. 483 00:47:30,343 --> 00:47:31,680 You look good. 484 00:47:31,681 --> 00:47:33,558 - Great to see you again. - I know. 485 00:47:58,956 --> 00:48:00,873 Uh, my name is Bethany. I'm an addict. 486 00:48:00,874 --> 00:48:02,334 - Hi, Bethany. - Hi, Bethany. 487 00:48:02,335 --> 00:48:04,629 So, in our reading that we did, it says, 488 00:48:04,630 --> 00:48:06,631 "We begin to identify our feelings 489 00:48:06,632 --> 00:48:09,550 and verbalize our thoughts and emotions." 490 00:48:09,551 --> 00:48:12,012 It's so crazy, 'cause whenever I first got clean, 491 00:48:12,013 --> 00:48:15,600 the only emotions that I knew were the extremes. 492 00:48:15,601 --> 00:48:17,726 Either it was really happy-- 493 00:48:17,727 --> 00:48:20,605 which I was never really happy-- or I was angry. 494 00:48:20,606 --> 00:48:23,816 It took me a long time to even be like, "You know what? 495 00:48:23,817 --> 00:48:25,690 This feeling that I'm feeling, 496 00:48:25,691 --> 00:48:28,821 this is, um, hurt, shame, guilt." 497 00:48:28,822 --> 00:48:30,655 You know what I mean? It's all them other feelings. 498 00:48:30,656 --> 00:48:32,989 'Cause I would just be on top of the world 499 00:48:32,990 --> 00:48:35,075 or down in the dirt, you know? 500 00:48:35,076 --> 00:48:36,993 And that was a beautiful feeling. 501 00:48:36,994 --> 00:48:38,663 'Cause I'd be like, "Oh, my gosh. 502 00:48:38,664 --> 00:48:42,126 I'm jealous right now. Oh, my gosh. I have envy." 503 00:48:42,127 --> 00:48:45,209 I don't even know what envy was until I got into recovery. 504 00:48:45,210 --> 00:48:47,548 You know, there was-- It was a beautiful thing. 505 00:48:47,549 --> 00:48:50,799 And then it said that as we share, 506 00:48:50,800 --> 00:48:53,053 we see our members laughing and nodding. 507 00:48:53,054 --> 00:48:54,471 You know what I mean? 508 00:48:54,472 --> 00:48:56,765 'Cause everybody's been through that. 509 00:48:56,766 --> 00:48:58,306 Everybody sits here-- 510 00:48:58,307 --> 00:49:00,725 Our stories might not be the same, 511 00:49:00,726 --> 00:49:01,978 but they're still similar. 512 00:49:01,979 --> 00:49:03,520 Our feelings are all the same. 513 00:49:03,521 --> 00:49:05,774 I'm sure we've all had the shame and the guilt 514 00:49:05,775 --> 00:49:07,940 and all them other feelings. 515 00:49:07,941 --> 00:49:11,904 And it's such a good feeling today to be around everybody 516 00:49:11,905 --> 00:49:14,406 and know I'm not different. 517 00:49:14,407 --> 00:49:16,240 I'm not a bad person. 518 00:49:16,241 --> 00:49:18,286 I let drugs rule my life, 519 00:49:18,287 --> 00:49:21,666 but today I don't have to allow that anymore. 520 00:49:21,667 --> 00:49:23,540 Carrie. Alcoholic, addict. 521 00:49:23,541 --> 00:49:25,750 - Hey, Carrie. - Hi, Carrie. 522 00:49:25,751 --> 00:49:28,172 I did drugs and alcohol for a long time 523 00:49:28,173 --> 00:49:33,301 because I didn't want to feel life as life is, you know? 524 00:49:33,302 --> 00:49:36,929 Um, today, this program has taught me 525 00:49:36,930 --> 00:49:40,308 that it's good for me to feel things, 526 00:49:40,309 --> 00:49:43,936 because I don't know how to feel like normal people do. 527 00:49:43,937 --> 00:49:48,316 And the tables and the recovering addicts here 528 00:49:48,317 --> 00:49:51,483 have taught me, like, how to deal with the happiness, 529 00:49:51,484 --> 00:49:54,739 the sadness, the madness, the death, the grit, the-- 530 00:49:54,740 --> 00:49:58,827 you know, the emotions that I never, ever wanted to feel. 531 00:49:58,828 --> 00:50:03,540 And, um, I'm grate-- so grateful for these rooms, 532 00:50:03,541 --> 00:50:05,542 because this is my cure. 533 00:50:05,543 --> 00:50:08,084 And so with that, 534 00:50:08,085 --> 00:50:10,462 it's a good day to be clean, and I'll pass. 535 00:50:10,463 --> 00:50:12,425 - Thank you. - Thanks, Carrie. 536 00:50:14,383 --> 00:50:16,468 Um, I'm Cody, and I'm an addict. 537 00:50:16,469 --> 00:50:19,011 - Hi, Cody. - Hi, Cody. 538 00:50:19,012 --> 00:50:23,560 I've been addicted to opiates since I was 17, 539 00:50:23,561 --> 00:50:27,063 and, uh, I'm part of the Adult Recovery Court program. 540 00:50:27,064 --> 00:50:29,983 And... that's why I'm here. 541 00:50:30,776 --> 00:50:32,152 Uh, pass. 542 00:50:32,153 --> 00:50:33,445 - Glad you're here. - Thanks, Cody. 543 00:50:33,446 --> 00:50:35,156 Glad you're here. 544 00:52:10,960 --> 00:52:13,545 You mind, uh, giving me a hand with this thing? 545 00:52:13,546 --> 00:52:15,757 How much are you gonna pay me? 546 00:52:16,589 --> 00:52:20,261 Um... it'd have to be like an IOU situation. 547 00:52:22,635 --> 00:52:25,013 Just hold on to the black part. 548 00:52:25,014 --> 00:52:27,852 - There might be sharp bits. - Okay. 549 00:52:27,853 --> 00:52:29,686 - All right. - Ow! 550 00:52:29,687 --> 00:52:32,436 Are you ser-- Oh. 551 00:52:32,437 --> 00:52:34,398 Don't do that. 552 00:52:34,399 --> 00:52:36,148 All right. 553 00:52:36,149 --> 00:52:39,945 Okay. Yeah. We'll just put it down here. 554 00:52:42,992 --> 00:52:43,992 Thanks. 555 00:52:43,993 --> 00:52:45,534 Sure. 556 00:52:46,495 --> 00:52:48,081 Now what? 557 00:52:49,122 --> 00:52:52,041 I would offer to, like... 558 00:52:53,795 --> 00:52:56,337 ...give you driving lessons or something. 559 00:52:57,006 --> 00:52:58,423 But... 560 00:53:01,050 --> 00:53:03,176 Or you could just drive me places. 561 00:53:04,389 --> 00:53:06,346 I always wanted a chauffeur. 562 00:53:06,347 --> 00:53:08,893 You sure you want the, uh, guy with the crashed car 563 00:53:08,894 --> 00:53:10,975 to be your chauffeur? 564 00:53:10,976 --> 00:53:15,687 Well, you know, me, I always drug-test my drivers. 565 00:53:15,688 --> 00:53:17,357 It's the first thing I do. 566 00:53:17,358 --> 00:53:19,944 I just want to make sure that we're gonna get... 567 00:53:19,945 --> 00:53:22,487 we're gonna get there in one piece. 568 00:53:22,948 --> 00:53:24,448 That's-- That's probably smart. 569 00:53:24,449 --> 00:53:25,450 Yeah. 570 00:53:33,959 --> 00:53:36,336 Yeah. I got to go. 571 00:53:36,337 --> 00:53:37,422 All right. 572 00:53:43,592 --> 00:53:45,762 You going to the graduation? 573 00:53:45,763 --> 00:53:47,512 Um... 574 00:53:48,265 --> 00:53:51,268 Yeah, I'm... thinking about it. 575 00:53:51,893 --> 00:53:53,146 Mm-hmm. 576 00:53:54,439 --> 00:53:56,441 Okay. I'll see you there. 577 00:53:58,984 --> 00:54:00,946 - Bye. - Bye. 578 00:54:14,707 --> 00:54:16,460 Thanks to Adult Recovery Court, 579 00:54:16,461 --> 00:54:19,587 I have learned that I don't need drugs to be happy. 580 00:54:19,588 --> 00:54:21,505 True happiness comes from building a life 581 00:54:21,506 --> 00:54:22,967 that I am proud of, 582 00:54:22,968 --> 00:54:25,677 a life that doesn't revolve around drugs. 583 00:54:25,678 --> 00:54:28,512 Today, I have a job I am proud of, working with Bahan Law. 584 00:54:28,513 --> 00:54:30,722 I have my own apartment. 585 00:54:30,723 --> 00:54:32,893 I have reconnected with my family. 586 00:54:32,894 --> 00:54:35,936 That connection means more to me than I can put into words. 587 00:54:35,937 --> 00:54:37,437 I want to thank Judge Braig 588 00:54:37,438 --> 00:54:39,523 and the staff at Adult Recovery Court 589 00:54:39,524 --> 00:54:41,818 for their tough love and support. 590 00:54:41,819 --> 00:54:43,611 You showed me that I'm capable 591 00:54:43,612 --> 00:54:45,737 of more than I had ever thought, 592 00:54:45,738 --> 00:54:50,118 and they gave me the push I needed when I... 593 00:54:50,119 --> 00:54:52,368 when-- sorry-- 594 00:54:52,369 --> 00:54:56,041 push I needed when I was ready to give up. 595 00:54:56,625 --> 00:54:58,750 And to everyone still in the program, 596 00:54:58,751 --> 00:55:01,585 just let me say the hardest day in drug court 597 00:55:01,586 --> 00:55:05,089 is still easier than any day on drugs. 598 00:55:10,431 --> 00:55:12,680 - Is that okay with you? - I can do that. 599 00:55:12,681 --> 00:55:15,308 - Did I bring enough? - Look over here. 600 00:55:17,186 --> 00:55:19,147 - Got a little wet. - Yeah. Just wait a minute. 601 00:55:28,657 --> 00:55:29,990 My husband was like, "Wait. 602 00:55:29,991 --> 00:55:31,783 You're gonna burn the house down." 603 00:55:31,784 --> 00:55:33,910 I'm like, "You borrowed the thing, and I told you not to." 604 00:55:33,911 --> 00:55:35,287 There's a story of a snake 605 00:55:35,288 --> 00:55:36,957 that was sleeping with their owner 606 00:55:36,958 --> 00:55:38,458 just to size them up to eat them. 607 00:55:38,459 --> 00:55:40,584 - Oh, my God. - I heard that story. 608 00:55:40,585 --> 00:55:42,334 Like, boa constrictors? Those big, huge one. 609 00:55:42,335 --> 00:55:45,673 It would not eat 'cause it was saving room for her. 610 00:55:52,221 --> 00:55:53,931 - Take it? - Yep. 611 00:56:00,689 --> 00:56:02,066 Easiest thing we've done. 612 00:56:02,067 --> 00:56:04,233 Yeah. There we g-- 613 00:56:05,358 --> 00:56:06,358 Sorry. 614 00:56:18,539 --> 00:56:20,372 Gonna pop all those too? 615 00:56:20,373 --> 00:56:21,542 Yeah. 616 00:56:27,925 --> 00:56:30,467 My job here is done. 617 00:56:33,098 --> 00:56:35,516 Wow. 618 00:56:47,528 --> 00:56:49,862 Where do you think you're gonna go after this? 619 00:56:51,989 --> 00:56:53,406 Um... 620 00:56:55,784 --> 00:56:58,410 Thought about moving to Columbus, maybe, after. 621 00:56:58,411 --> 00:57:00,124 Oh. 622 00:57:00,125 --> 00:57:03,960 Me and Jack always talked about moving there. 623 00:57:03,961 --> 00:57:05,754 Nice to get away. 624 00:57:07,256 --> 00:57:09,505 And a friend of mine from high school 625 00:57:09,506 --> 00:57:11,007 has, like, a bookstore there, 626 00:57:11,008 --> 00:57:13,802 so I thought maybe I could get a job there. 627 00:57:18,099 --> 00:57:20,269 Maybe. I don't know. What about you? 628 00:57:22,227 --> 00:57:26,022 Well, I'm gonna be there... in the fall. 629 00:57:26,023 --> 00:57:28,068 Like, part time, at least. 630 00:57:28,069 --> 00:57:30,234 I'm, um... 631 00:57:30,235 --> 00:57:32,529 I'm gonna go back to school. 632 00:57:33,030 --> 00:57:34,659 - Oh. - Mm. 633 00:57:35,660 --> 00:57:37,078 What for? 634 00:57:40,665 --> 00:57:41,789 What? 635 00:57:41,790 --> 00:57:43,291 Nothing. I just, like... 636 00:57:43,292 --> 00:57:45,250 I'm gonna be a therapist. 637 00:57:48,421 --> 00:57:50,091 You'll be good at that. 638 00:57:52,009 --> 00:57:53,094 You think? 639 00:57:55,052 --> 00:57:56,345 Yeah. 640 00:57:58,763 --> 00:58:00,349 That's nice. 641 00:58:01,394 --> 00:58:03,475 I've been rethinking it a little bit lately. 642 00:58:03,476 --> 00:58:06,399 Like, 'cause it's, like... 643 00:58:09,694 --> 00:58:15,487 Like, if everybody here leaves, then, like... 644 00:58:15,488 --> 00:58:17,990 who's gonna be here for the people who can't? 645 00:58:22,455 --> 00:58:25,125 I don't know what I'm talking about. 646 00:58:25,126 --> 00:58:27,544 No. It-- It makes sense. 647 00:58:28,793 --> 00:58:30,631 Makes a lot of sense. 648 00:58:33,090 --> 00:58:37,178 Well, you're easy to talk to, I guess. 649 00:58:54,111 --> 00:58:58,406 Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. I just-- I-I can't. 650 00:58:58,407 --> 00:59:00,325 I can't right now. 651 00:59:04,829 --> 00:59:06,831 I want to. 652 00:59:08,917 --> 00:59:11,088 I'm just really working on... 653 00:59:12,465 --> 00:59:14,966 ...moving towards custody and stuff and, you know, 654 00:59:14,967 --> 00:59:17,008 like, just with my own shit going on... 655 00:59:17,009 --> 00:59:19,636 - No. I get it. - I'm really just trying... 656 00:59:22,139 --> 00:59:23,807 ...not to get involved. 657 00:59:23,808 --> 00:59:25,934 Yeah. Sorry. I... 658 00:59:38,783 --> 00:59:40,364 I'm desperate for a job. 659 00:59:40,365 --> 00:59:42,410 I've been applying for everywhere. 660 00:59:42,411 --> 00:59:44,160 You've been applying for a while now. 661 00:59:44,161 --> 00:59:47,663 Yeah. Um, well, this last week especially. 662 00:59:47,664 --> 00:59:49,125 And I had two interviews last week. 663 00:59:49,126 --> 00:59:50,834 I got hired at T.J. Maxx, 664 00:59:50,835 --> 00:59:53,169 but they got to do a background check first, 665 00:59:53,170 --> 00:59:55,755 and I'm not confident in that now. 666 00:59:55,756 --> 00:59:58,510 - Right. - But, um, they said 667 00:59:58,511 --> 01:00:01,345 as long as my background check comes back good, 668 01:00:01,346 --> 01:00:03,763 I'm good to start working there whenever they start up 669 01:00:03,764 --> 01:00:05,225 on May 19th. 670 01:00:05,226 --> 01:00:07,227 All right. Very good. 671 01:00:07,228 --> 01:00:09,229 Good luck with the-- with everything. 672 01:00:09,230 --> 01:00:10,894 Have a good day. 673 01:00:10,895 --> 01:00:12,480 All right. 674 01:00:12,481 --> 01:00:15,943 I'm gonna start with the folks on video. 675 01:00:15,944 --> 01:00:17,321 Jack, how you doing? 676 01:00:17,322 --> 01:00:18,822 I'm good. How are you doing, sir? 677 01:00:18,823 --> 01:00:20,612 Doing good. Thanks for asking. 678 01:00:20,613 --> 01:00:22,658 How are they treating you down there at Christopher House? 679 01:00:22,659 --> 01:00:24,244 Good. Real good. 680 01:00:24,245 --> 01:00:27,038 It's, uh, it's going good, man. 681 01:00:27,039 --> 01:00:28,496 It's quiet. 682 01:00:28,497 --> 01:00:30,374 Um, real quiet. 683 01:00:30,375 --> 01:00:33,084 When I first got here I didn't know what to do with myself, 684 01:00:33,085 --> 01:00:36,756 but, uh, you know, I'm, uh, fishing-- 685 01:00:36,757 --> 01:00:40,424 fishing and stuff and, you know, taking it easy. 686 01:00:40,425 --> 01:00:42,426 I, um, I'm gonna ask. 687 01:00:42,427 --> 01:00:44,348 You catch that Reds game last night? 688 01:00:44,349 --> 01:00:46,598 Oh, I sure did. Yeah. Uh-huh. 689 01:00:46,599 --> 01:00:48,392 Yeah. 690 01:00:48,393 --> 01:00:51,355 I mean, shit-- um, pardon my-- my language. 691 01:00:51,356 --> 01:00:54,358 Um, dang! I mean, that was something, huh? 692 01:00:54,359 --> 01:00:57,148 It was something. Yeah. All right. 693 01:00:57,149 --> 01:00:59,279 It's good to see you. Take care, okay, Jack? 694 01:00:59,280 --> 01:01:00,404 All right. Yep. 695 01:01:00,405 --> 01:01:02,113 - Bye, Jack. - Bye, now. 696 01:01:02,114 --> 01:01:04,116 See ya. 697 01:01:52,749 --> 01:01:53,957 Trevor. I'm an addict. 698 01:01:53,958 --> 01:01:55,711 - Hey, Trevor. - Hey, Trevor. 699 01:01:55,712 --> 01:01:59,715 I actually was married for a while, 700 01:01:59,716 --> 01:02:04,512 and both me and my wife went down the wrong paths. 701 01:02:04,513 --> 01:02:06,762 Neither one of us could say no. 702 01:02:06,763 --> 01:02:10,890 And we basically fueled each other 703 01:02:10,891 --> 01:02:14,270 to continue to do drugs until it got to the point 704 01:02:14,271 --> 01:02:17,232 to where I made a decision in my life to-- 705 01:02:17,233 --> 01:02:18,690 to get better for my kids. 706 01:02:18,691 --> 01:02:20,235 I have three daughters. 707 01:02:20,236 --> 01:02:22,570 I mean, I've been clean three years now, 708 01:02:22,571 --> 01:02:25,032 and I still feel bad when I look at my kids 709 01:02:25,033 --> 01:02:27,867 because I think at the time that I didn't have with them. 710 01:02:27,868 --> 01:02:31,327 But I can say that I got full custody of my girls. 711 01:02:31,328 --> 01:02:33,164 I've been clean for three years. 712 01:02:33,165 --> 01:02:35,751 And they're with me now, 713 01:02:35,752 --> 01:02:38,794 and I coach their T-ball team and their softball team, 714 01:02:38,795 --> 01:02:42,129 and I absolutely love my girls to death. 715 01:02:42,130 --> 01:02:44,300 - That's awesome. - So keep in there, guys. 716 01:02:44,301 --> 01:02:45,801 Keep working hard, okay? 717 01:02:45,802 --> 01:02:47,471 Get yourself around good people. 718 01:02:47,472 --> 01:02:49,264 - Yes. - Good people. 719 01:02:49,265 --> 01:02:52,392 Like you said, it's people, places, and things, for sure. 720 01:02:52,393 --> 01:02:54,770 For sure. I pass. 721 01:02:54,771 --> 01:02:56,063 - Thanks, Trevor. - Thanks, Trevor. 722 01:02:56,064 --> 01:02:57,897 I knew Trevor when he was a baby. 723 01:02:57,898 --> 01:02:59,899 Me and his mom were, like, really, really good friends. 724 01:02:59,900 --> 01:03:02,233 So sometimes, like, sitting here, I'm embarrassed, 725 01:03:02,234 --> 01:03:03,943 because, you know, I'm the mom. 726 01:03:03,944 --> 01:03:05,821 I have kids his age, 727 01:03:05,822 --> 01:03:08,700 and it's embarrassing for me at this age to be an addict. 728 01:03:08,701 --> 01:03:10,285 So when I seen him-- 729 01:03:10,286 --> 01:03:12,368 And I never really knew your story, so... 730 01:03:12,369 --> 01:03:14,370 But I know your mom and dad are very proud of you, 731 01:03:14,371 --> 01:03:16,163 and I see all the pictures of all your girls. 732 01:03:16,164 --> 01:03:18,418 So congratulations, buddy. 733 01:03:18,419 --> 01:03:20,712 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 734 01:03:20,713 --> 01:03:22,630 Now I'm here-- I'm almost-- 735 01:03:22,631 --> 01:03:24,508 I'll have my six months next month, so, I mean... 736 01:03:24,509 --> 01:03:26,382 - Nice. - That's a big deal. 737 01:03:26,383 --> 01:03:28,175 Keep coming. Keep coming. 738 01:03:28,176 --> 01:03:30,514 Working to get my family back, so with that, I pass. 739 01:03:30,515 --> 01:03:32,015 - Thanks, Shannon. - Thank you, Shannon. 740 01:03:32,016 --> 01:03:34,726 - Love you. - I'm Cody, and I'm an addict. 741 01:03:34,727 --> 01:03:36,892 - Hey, Cody. - Hey, Cody. 742 01:03:36,893 --> 01:03:38,979 Um... 743 01:03:39,980 --> 01:03:41,609 Well, I guess... 744 01:03:41,610 --> 01:03:43,651 there's something I've been thinking about. 745 01:03:43,652 --> 01:03:46,778 Um, my mom used to call me a hurricane. 746 01:03:46,779 --> 01:03:48,740 And, um... 747 01:03:48,741 --> 01:03:51,242 Which I never really understood what it meant, 748 01:03:51,243 --> 01:03:55,371 and, um... I guess doing this, 749 01:03:55,372 --> 01:03:59,207 I'm, like, starting to see it a little bit more. 750 01:04:00,709 --> 01:04:06,173 Um... I was the first person to give my brother heroin. 751 01:04:06,174 --> 01:04:08,509 My brother Jack, seven years ago. 752 01:04:09,554 --> 01:04:13,641 Um, he's not my real brother. He's my, uh, foster brother. 753 01:04:13,642 --> 01:04:16,059 But t was never really like that when we were growing up. 754 01:04:16,060 --> 01:04:18,562 It was never really, like, different. 755 01:04:18,563 --> 01:04:20,565 And, um... 756 01:04:21,814 --> 01:04:25,401 ...he and my sister, like, were really close for a while. 757 01:04:25,402 --> 01:04:26,942 I guess they just have, uh, 758 01:04:26,943 --> 01:04:29,489 personalities that click, you know? 759 01:04:29,490 --> 01:04:33,117 And, um, I was kinda... 760 01:04:35,079 --> 01:04:37,453 ...really breaking into her house a lot, you know? 761 01:04:37,454 --> 01:04:40,168 Stealing stuff, and, um... 762 01:04:41,085 --> 01:04:43,086 ...I would use her place to go and shoot up 763 01:04:43,087 --> 01:04:46,422 when I didn't have, like, anywhere else to go. 764 01:04:46,423 --> 01:04:49,217 She kicked me out a lot. 765 01:04:49,966 --> 01:04:51,636 Um... 766 01:04:52,889 --> 01:04:55,683 And she found out about Jack using 767 01:04:55,684 --> 01:04:58,394 when she found us in her bathroom. 768 01:05:00,352 --> 01:05:04,024 And I guess we were in pretty bad shape, and, um... 769 01:05:05,858 --> 01:05:08,236 ...she called an ambulance. 770 01:05:10,571 --> 01:05:12,489 And, um... 771 01:05:13,450 --> 01:05:14,782 Sorry. 772 01:05:14,783 --> 01:05:16,705 - You're all right. - It's all right. 773 01:05:18,455 --> 01:05:21,080 Wasn't until I came around a little bit later 774 01:05:21,081 --> 01:05:26,046 and saw her looking at Jack in the hospital bed... 775 01:05:28,589 --> 01:05:32,469 ...I kind of realized, you know, um... 776 01:05:34,346 --> 01:05:37,141 I'd just never really seen her like that before. 777 01:05:38,014 --> 01:05:40,893 So it made me think, and, um... 778 01:05:43,480 --> 01:05:45,313 I think just doing this and... 779 01:05:47,399 --> 01:05:49,108 ...going to meetings and talking about it, 780 01:05:49,109 --> 01:05:51,527 it's the first time I've really, like, 781 01:05:51,528 --> 01:05:53,613 seen it in a different way, you know? 782 01:05:53,614 --> 01:05:58,786 So... um, yeah, I'm just trying to work it out. 783 01:05:58,787 --> 01:06:00,411 Um, with that, I pass. 784 01:06:00,412 --> 01:06:02,791 - Thanks, Cody. - We're glad you're here. 785 01:06:52,757 --> 01:06:53,926 Hey. 786 01:06:56,260 --> 01:06:57,429 Hi. 787 01:06:58,094 --> 01:07:00,725 Just wondered if I could come in and just say hi. 788 01:07:11,900 --> 01:07:13,821 You want to try to put that in there? 789 01:07:13,822 --> 01:07:16,072 I'm gonna put this. 790 01:07:16,573 --> 01:07:17,949 I like this. 791 01:07:23,580 --> 01:07:25,040 I connected. 792 01:07:25,041 --> 01:07:28,124 Hey. You did. Nice. 793 01:07:28,753 --> 01:07:31,672 You ever tried eating it without a spoon? 794 01:07:32,881 --> 01:07:34,049 No. 795 01:07:34,050 --> 01:07:35,467 You've never seen that? 796 01:07:37,509 --> 01:07:39,764 Check this out. Ready? 797 01:07:47,519 --> 01:07:51,107 You want to try? 798 01:07:54,402 --> 01:07:55,944 There you go. 799 01:08:03,704 --> 01:08:08,083 One time when I was little, I got it all over my face. 800 01:08:08,084 --> 01:08:10,750 I looked like Casper the Friendly Ghost. 801 01:08:10,751 --> 01:08:12,295 Who is that? 802 01:08:12,296 --> 01:08:15,090 - You don't know who Casper is? - No. 803 01:08:15,091 --> 01:08:17,048 You've never seen Casper the Friendly Ghost? 804 01:08:17,049 --> 01:08:18,966 No. Mnh-mnh. 805 01:08:18,967 --> 01:08:21,012 You never showed her that? 806 01:08:21,013 --> 01:08:22,553 No. 807 01:08:22,554 --> 01:08:24,055 Oh. 808 01:08:24,056 --> 01:08:25,348 - All right. - You'd love it. 809 01:08:25,349 --> 01:08:27,310 I think it's bedtime, Miss Harley. 810 01:08:27,311 --> 01:08:29,813 Now that you're all sugared up. 811 01:08:29,814 --> 01:08:32,023 Perfect time for bed. 812 01:08:32,024 --> 01:08:36,945 Say thank you for all the burgers and the wood. 813 01:08:37,986 --> 01:08:40,115 You got some good work done. 814 01:08:40,116 --> 01:08:41,616 All right. 815 01:08:41,617 --> 01:08:43,411 I'll see you soon. 816 01:09:36,128 --> 01:09:37,966 Found those the other day. 817 01:09:40,048 --> 01:09:43,302 I think it's like his fifth birthday party or something. 818 01:09:43,303 --> 01:09:44,973 I think you're right. 819 01:09:50,434 --> 01:09:52,268 Have you heard from him? 820 01:09:53,814 --> 01:09:55,147 Mm-hmm. 821 01:09:56,733 --> 01:09:58,066 How's he doing? 822 01:10:00,444 --> 01:10:01,777 Uh, he's good. 823 01:10:01,778 --> 01:10:06,410 He says he's back on the path to graduating. 824 01:10:07,283 --> 01:10:09,244 This summer, I think. 825 01:10:09,245 --> 01:10:13,501 Um, he's working at a kitchen down there. 826 01:10:15,043 --> 01:10:16,628 Seems like he likes it. 827 01:10:20,588 --> 01:10:22,218 He asked about you. 828 01:10:23,383 --> 01:10:25,469 He said he'd tried to call. 829 01:10:27,595 --> 01:10:29,017 What'd you tell him? 830 01:10:31,059 --> 01:10:32,769 I didn't know. 831 01:10:50,286 --> 01:10:53,750 I know you and me, um, never really, like... 832 01:10:58,086 --> 01:11:00,212 Maybe you didn't want to hear from me. 833 01:11:04,384 --> 01:11:06,594 But I want to tell you that I'm sorry. 834 01:11:10,891 --> 01:11:14,062 Been going to a lot of these meetings and, um... 835 01:11:16,352 --> 01:11:17,982 ...seeing it all... 836 01:11:21,025 --> 01:11:23,111 ...a lot of the stuff that happened. 837 01:11:25,862 --> 01:11:27,699 And, um... 838 01:11:30,827 --> 01:11:32,659 Yeah, best I can do is take, like, 839 01:11:32,660 --> 01:11:34,999 a really close look at it and... 840 01:11:36,500 --> 01:11:38,750 ...make sure you know that I'm sorry. 841 01:11:48,220 --> 01:11:50,678 I just don't know what you want me to say. 842 01:12:00,148 --> 01:12:01,733 I don't either. 843 01:12:08,196 --> 01:12:11,743 I just wanted to tell you and make sure you knew. 844 01:12:23,964 --> 01:12:26,550 I think that there's just... 845 01:12:27,635 --> 01:12:31,095 ...a lot that I cannot understand. 846 01:12:35,223 --> 01:12:40,520 And there's just a lot that I do not know how to forgive. 847 01:14:03,187 --> 01:14:06,481 All right. Let's see. 848 01:14:24,460 --> 01:14:26,878 That's working. 849 01:14:36,136 --> 01:14:37,845 It worked. 850 01:15:00,204 --> 01:15:02,453 You've been with us now four months, 851 01:15:02,454 --> 01:15:05,708 and, you know, we're kind of looking back at the calendar. 852 01:15:05,709 --> 01:15:08,419 Uh, doing well. Doing your meetings. 853 01:15:08,420 --> 01:15:10,129 You know, you're a good example 854 01:15:10,130 --> 01:15:12,215 for the new people coming in. 855 01:15:12,216 --> 01:15:14,882 How do you feel about where you're at in your recovery? 856 01:15:16,344 --> 01:15:19,678 Um, yeah, I think pretty good. 857 01:15:19,679 --> 01:15:21,596 We think so, too. 858 01:15:21,597 --> 01:15:23,726 The judge thinks so. 859 01:15:23,727 --> 01:15:26,854 Matter of fact, he'd like to promote you to phase two. 860 01:15:30,150 --> 01:15:33,361 - Really? - Yeah. Absolutely. 861 01:15:35,323 --> 01:15:37,948 So you need to work on a letter. 862 01:15:37,949 --> 01:15:39,951 Bring it to court on Monday. 863 01:15:42,538 --> 01:15:43,830 Okay. 864 01:15:43,831 --> 01:15:45,249 Thanks. 865 01:17:14,085 --> 01:17:15,923 What is it? 866 01:17:35,859 --> 01:17:37,776 They found him in the employee restroom 867 01:17:37,777 --> 01:17:40,780 at McKinley's before his shift was about to start. 868 01:17:42,738 --> 01:17:44,532 It was fentanyl. 869 01:17:47,287 --> 01:17:48,663 An ambulance was called, 870 01:17:48,664 --> 01:17:50,581 and they tried to resuscitate him there 871 01:17:50,582 --> 01:17:54,124 and again numerous times on the way to the hospital, 872 01:17:54,125 --> 01:17:55,919 which is where he passed away. 873 01:18:04,720 --> 01:18:07,138 I'm so sorry for your loss. 874 01:18:10,894 --> 01:18:13,188 Okay. Thank you. 875 01:18:15,146 --> 01:18:16,648 Thank you. 876 01:23:30,798 --> 01:23:32,507 Hello? 877 01:23:40,139 --> 01:23:41,516 Cody? 878 01:23:53,152 --> 01:23:55,154 I'm so sorry. 879 01:24:08,544 --> 01:24:11,170 Everybody said he was doing so well. 880 01:24:12,672 --> 01:24:15,466 He was. He was. 881 01:24:21,597 --> 01:24:23,098 I just... 882 01:24:26,145 --> 01:24:28,980 I didn't think it was gonna end up this way. 883 01:24:31,691 --> 01:24:34,109 I know. 884 01:24:46,037 --> 01:24:47,998 You know, one of the things I've learned 885 01:24:47,999 --> 01:24:50,833 over the years doing this is that... 886 01:24:50,834 --> 01:24:54,005 it's never really anyone's fault. 887 01:24:56,884 --> 01:24:59,050 It's not Jack's fault. 888 01:25:00,343 --> 01:25:02,053 It's not my fault. 889 01:25:03,346 --> 01:25:05,556 It's not your fault. 890 01:25:10,690 --> 01:25:15,566 I know that's hard to believe, but it's true. 891 01:25:25,452 --> 01:25:27,706 Cody, I'm gonna stay on the phone with you 892 01:25:27,707 --> 01:25:30,289 as long as you need me to. 893 01:25:32,752 --> 01:25:34,545 I'm here. 894 01:25:35,839 --> 01:25:38,049 I'm not going anywhere. 895 01:27:49,472 --> 01:27:51,891 Man. 896 01:30:10,777 --> 01:30:13,031 I'm writing this letter 897 01:30:13,032 --> 01:30:16,535 to begin phase two of Adult Recovery Court. 898 01:30:17,244 --> 01:30:19,785 I'd like to start by thanking the judge, 899 01:30:19,786 --> 01:30:24,710 Jim, Eric, Mandy, Gary, Annette, peer support, 900 01:30:24,711 --> 01:30:29,423 and everyone else who has helped me get to this point. 901 01:30:29,424 --> 01:30:32,298 You really care about us and our recovery. 902 01:30:32,299 --> 01:30:34,220 You want us to do better for ourselves 903 01:30:34,221 --> 01:30:37,931 and for the people around us, and that means a lot. 904 01:30:37,932 --> 01:30:39,305 I'd also like to thank 905 01:30:39,306 --> 01:30:41,519 the other participants in the program 906 01:30:41,520 --> 01:30:44,310 for setting a good example for me to follow 907 01:30:44,311 --> 01:30:47,065 and supporting me when I thought about giving up 908 01:30:47,066 --> 01:30:49,236 or I didn't want to be here. 909 01:30:53,196 --> 01:30:55,489 This is a day... 910 01:30:55,490 --> 01:30:56,659 Sorry. 911 01:30:57,700 --> 01:31:00,203 This is a day I didn't think I'd get to. 912 01:31:01,204 --> 01:31:04,498 My brother Jack should be standing up here. 913 01:31:04,499 --> 01:31:07,294 I accept that that's not possible... 914 01:31:08,379 --> 01:31:10,673 ...and that's something I can't change. 915 01:31:13,676 --> 01:31:15,885 But with the support of you all, 916 01:31:15,886 --> 01:31:17,719 I have the courage to keep going 917 01:31:17,720 --> 01:31:20,391 and to change the things I can. 918 01:31:21,268 --> 01:31:24,934 In phase two, I will work towards getting my own place 919 01:31:24,935 --> 01:31:27,189 and finding a sponsor. 920 01:31:27,190 --> 01:31:30,148 I will continue to rebuild my trust 921 01:31:30,149 --> 01:31:33,071 with-- with people and my family. 922 01:31:33,072 --> 01:31:36,698 I hope I can be a better brother, a better uncle, 923 01:31:36,699 --> 01:31:39,741 and a better friend moving forward 924 01:31:39,742 --> 01:31:42,369 and someone who people can rely on. 925 01:31:43,370 --> 01:31:46,164 This is definitely the hardest thing I've ever done, 926 01:31:46,165 --> 01:31:47,709 but I'm grateful to be here. 927 01:31:47,710 --> 01:31:50,504 I'm gonna keep working. Thank you. 928 01:31:50,505 --> 01:31:52,590 - That's great. - Whoo! 929 01:31:57,260 --> 01:31:59,012 I know you worked real hard at it, Cody, 930 01:31:59,013 --> 01:32:02,600 and, uh, you've done a great job here in this phase. 931 01:32:02,601 --> 01:32:05,559 And so the court is promoting you to phase two. 932 01:32:05,560 --> 01:32:06,684 Congratulations. 933 01:32:06,685 --> 01:32:08,231 Great job. 934 01:32:10,565 --> 01:32:12,190 Here. We got a little something for you. 935 01:32:12,191 --> 01:32:14,192 There's your certificate. 936 01:32:14,193 --> 01:32:16,446 Thanks. Thank you. 937 01:32:16,447 --> 01:32:19,326 - See you in a few weeks. - Thank you. Appreciate it. 938 01:32:24,247 --> 01:32:25,871 Devonte. 939 01:32:36,551 --> 01:32:37,591 Hey, buddy. 940 01:32:42,429 --> 01:32:44,183 No, I think you're fine. 941 01:32:47,310 --> 01:32:49,147 - How you doing, Devonte? - Good. 942 01:32:49,148 --> 01:32:51,229 That's good. How was your weekend? 943 01:32:51,230 --> 01:32:54,400 Um, my weekend was all right. The kids are...